not much to say.....going to my first big dressage show with Mistral. yikes...really not ready but away we go anyways.

nothing new with H....no intimacy....shy's away from it....not even really getting kisses anymore.....but ILY's all day long...go figure

he gets defensive if I bring it up or just blows me off with "im working on it" or " I wouldnt say Im not interested in you that way" ugh actually I hate that as much as he hated "Im sorry you feel that way"

Me 53
H 51
OW 25
Bomb may 06
left june 8/ 06
ILYBNILWY (twice!)
7/6/07 H wants to come home
7/21/07 H comes home
7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW
now piecing in earnest