I hope this is what "peeking" looks like!

[Lissie]

The only thing that bothers me about this is how do I behave as if he is never coming home without making him feel left behind?

Oh, I don't think you should be asking me this.

Um


I came to a point where It really didn't matter to me if he felt left behind or not. sigh.

I am sorry, I myself was not good at dbing for ME and keeping the door open.

I tried, But it was very hard for me.

I needed to just be done.

BUT

In the back of my mind I said well if you do come back one day, we will see where I am at.


I was not good at Acting as if, I was just as if.

Don't worry to much about all of that right now, you are doing things for you, and working on yourself, and that is a very important stepping stone for if you were to have an R with him again in the future

Have a great weekend.