I do understand and you are right, there may be time later for the other.
I know that tough love is just that 'tough' for everyone involved if she does go I respect that and am more proud than I can put into words for her courage to attempt this.
It's what we all hope and pray for and if in the end it does not include me I will find a way through the pain knowing that she is better.
I pray every night and I wonder if he hears me, I have doubts and that weakens my faith I have to work on shoring up the walls I must learn how to ask for help and be willing to accept the answer...
