Tried to call W and she didn't pick up.

Lola,
When we got married, I was in a band with my brother. We played some church stuff, and also some clubs, etc. W always felt threatened by it. Her family was down on it from the beginning. They also didn't like me getting my Masters. None of them have one, so of course it's worthless. So, not only was I not this big career guy, I also was wasting my time playing music. But dangit, that's a big part of who I am, and she married me knowing that.

Michelle, I hear ya. I have some projects and recording I can do wtihout "being in the spotlight" and prideful. The problem is, W knows me too well, and there's some truth to that. Why is it so hard for me to give it up for a little while, like maninmotion (and other friends of mine) suggested?

I have another C appointment in half an hour, should be good. I was feeling so good until this week, now just worn down.


Me: 30
W: 28
T 8, M 6
S: 7-27-2007
W filed (again) 3-2011
Served 8-2011
Responded, now dark
"I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK