OK, long story short I'm done with music for a while. It was so hard, I actually felt physically sick all week. I'm so scared that I'll give all this up, and still not get W back. But I haven't come this far to give up.

Very nice talk with W last night, and we're still on for this weekend. She said she doesn't believe me about the music stuff, but is still warming up.

Just got a text: "anniversary in 18 days"

What the crap? Help!

Me: 30
W: 28
T 8, M 6
S: 7-27-2007
W filed (again) 3-2011
Served 8-2011
Responded, now dark
"I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK