Mulesqb - Still alive and Kickin'

[mulesqb]

You're so right about that. When she was sobbing two days ago, it was an easy read. Yesterday her eyes were just tearing up so I just rubbed her back. I was actually conflicted in what to do. It would be easier if we were still intimate - but now at times I feel like such a stranger.

I miss being intimate with her so much - I don't necessarily mean ML - although that is part of it - I miss laying on the couch behind her watching TV stroking her hair - I miss laying on the bed with her after being tired and just holding each other while we both napped - although she was the one who always fell asleep - I just liked being there with her. I miss rubbing her legs while we watched TV and would eventually end up giving her a full body massage.

I keep praying that I get back to that point with her.