You have to stop putting yourself in front of the bullet.......


Phil,

I know how hard this is Phil. Stop making it hurt you more. I want better for you. I pray for you to have all the happiness and love you could possibly have. Submit to the Lord all of your pain and anguish. HE alone can help you.

None of us can, although we all care about you. No one can just snap you out of this, nor can they help touch your w's heart.

Stop giving her a negative reward every time she has contact with you. Every time you do that she says to her self that she is doing the right thing. Concentrate Phil this is important, this is about the rest of your life here.

With love and caring and God's grace,

KJ

Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08,
S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012!
Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.