Oldtimers: Return or not..what finally happened?

[Sanderika]

Thank you Peace,

I do not feel any better today.

I do not want to do this, I haven't made a call yet.

I really don't think he is coming back though, so don't know why I haven't called.

I can't figure out his mind. One day he is here for me and the next or several next he isn't. I do not think he wants to D. I still don't know the real reasons why. I want to know the reasons before I file. I probably won't wait for the answers though.

I don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't even have a clear head. I spent yesterday just sitting and thinking and went to bed for 12 hours. I do not feel refreshed. I feel this has become my problem. I feel he doesn't want the problem but would go on as status quo and make no motions himself.

I am afraid.....

Sanderika