Up again early, thoughts of GF and he have krept in again. Going to re-read my notes to try and calm them.

Actually exercised last night. Now that I have lost 31 lbs I want to keep it this time. It will also be a good distraction and something to focus on. All helpful right now...

Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9
Separated 90 days 6/28/05
H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv
Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now
H Filed for D 7/08