So true! Still, it would be nice to be one to decide my own destiny, and make my own choices ... not my H. Too much of our life together has been dictated by his needs, wants, aspirations, desires, MLC, and then he tops it off with this lukewarm reconciliation. He may not think it, but he has been very controlling, in a passive way. He may not demand, but he sure knows how to get me to do what he wants. And, I do it out of caring, and wanting him to be happy. In some cases, I have not reacted very well to the negatives in our M, but overall, I think I have been a pretty darn loyal, patient, interested, and passionate (if not always loving) W. I think I deserve at least that in return.
Anyway, I can feel myself coming out of the doldrums, slowly but surely. I don't usually stay down for very long, and always find something positive to look forward to, and I am getting very excited about going back to school, and looking forward to a new interest (dare I say, passion) in my life.
Yay, me!!!!!
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
