So H came and traded cars....wouldn't look at me again...only for a sec....then kissed son goodbye and walked by me...head straight ahead....and said he had to go pack....I said tell friend hello and have a good time...he said."okay, be careful going to get D16" and walked out the door....
OK...so as soon as he walked out the door....I started sobbing....don't know why maybe because he totally was avoiding me or the fact that every year he goes on this trip he hugs and kisses me goodbye and we say our ILY's. I didnt say or do any of it and it killed me.....and yes the distancing is very difficult for me....I so wanted a hug....and I'm so lonely....so I just hugged and kissed my Son instead and told him I love him...
why does this have to be so up and down....I HATE THIS RIDE!!!
Ok, now I got it off my chest so tomorrow is a new day...and I have to travel...
YR....start the car....I'm on my way.....
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
