To me the hardest part was the waiting, no contact with my h. I had to find things to keep me busy, but my h was still on my mind. As time went on I cried less and even though I thought of him everyday I wasn't all mind consuming. I pout my focus on my kids, dog, yard and home! Every night that I went to sleep I knew I had done something to improve my life even if my h wasn't here.
YR, I feel the same way you did. And especially today for whatever reason - maybe because I am having brain fog from feeling discouraged at work. I had to take a lot of criticsm today from a group of people and it means even more work for my plate to meet my deadline. I wish my H is able to offer support but I guess he didn't offer me support anyway before the S. Maybe I am just grieving what I didn't have anyway. I do remembe rhow stressed my life was for quite some time before the S.
