The reality of divorce is kicking in. That I can sit back and be passive, keep wondering how this could be happening, feel like it's unfair that I don't get to be married...
OR
I can start taking care of myself, facing things. So far today, no processed sugar. I remember thinking when some folks say they're going to chew on some facts, I'd take it literally. Or if something emotional was happening, instead of saying "I'll think on that" inside my mind was "I'll eat on that."
It takes time for my stubborn nature to get moving.