T, I lucked out...WAS decided to give us another shot. Frankly (this is going to sound bad I know) I am not sure we are going to make it long term. My main motivation is D7. I am not exactly the easiest guy to get along with but I am trying not to fall back into old habits. I think I was hoping we would get back to where we were prior to the bomb ... that won't happen. it's a strange feeling actually. Now that I went through this once, it's like something has died. I'll try to remain positive and keep plugging away for D7's sake. I am keeping an eye on you....stay strong...you never know when this can turn around. If she stopped partying, i think it is a good sign.
J210
BTW there are plenty of ways to show her you care for her without saying i miss you and i love you.
