Welcome over here Snow White. It always seems funny to welcome people over here, because it's not a place where anyone wants to be. What I mean is that we understand. Vent, cry, scream and share with others who understand.
Just to understand better, what is it you want? Do you want your husband home? Marriage counseling?
Me 36 Husband 35 D5 S2 separated: 10/29/07-present Served divorce papers 1/22/09 "When the world gives out beneath your feet, it is time to learn how to fly."