Patience is a virtue.....

[pisces9]

hi everyone! thanks for your words of encouragement i am doing better today. my internet was down at home so ive been off longer than i would like....

yesterday i texted my H to see if he wanted to meet for a hike- he replied right away and said yes! so we took our woofie hiking and about 20 mins into it she sprung onto a skunk and got sprayed! we hiked or bit more but the stench was overwhelming so i took her home and bathed her 3 times and put anti skunk juice on her...needless to say i was a bit sad (crying for an hour) that our hike got cut short....my H looked sad too and he would have helped but he had to go to work....

during the hike we talked about my trip to NY and his bike race, etc...i alsoo threw in an invite in a few weeks to our friends house in shasta- he asked if i was going to see them so i said if you want to think about going they said there doors are open...just take time to think about it- he said ok- ill think about it.. i said i missed him in NY- but more in a fun manner- he didnt say anything back..thats ok- and i wont push...he also asked the last time i was at our cabin i said BB- before the bomb - he threw water at me jokingly- then i playfully said sorry for saying that...ten at the end when i had to take our dog back- he said we'll get together without the dog next time...i said call me when you want to get together again....then he followed me almost home on his motorcycle- i thought he would come over but he just kept going...then he called a few hrs later and left a message checking on me and the dog..i called back and said we were all fine....

so thats where we are...i am still emotional...but i just have to stay strong- i called a friend crying and she reminded me whats attracting my H back...she said what you have been doing is working so dont break down and go back to square one...so that felt good to hear...i am slowly snapping out of it!

any words of wisdom?

thanks everyone!