To me the hardest part was the waiting, no contact with my h. I had to find things to keep me busy, but my h was still on my mind. As time went on I cried less and even though I thought of him everyday I wasn't all mind consuming. I pout my focus on my kids, dog, yard and home! Every night that I went to sleep I knew I had done something to improve my life even if my h wasn't here. Keep doing what you are doing and you will be fine.
