That's a whole lot of tired.

Ian is right sleep man, call in sick if you have too.

Your laundry list is huge,

Quote:

i'm tired of not being able to be the parent i want to be, i'm tired of not being the man that God wants me to be


Those are the two things you can control on your list.
So if you are tired and don't like them, change them.



Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis

Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans

Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK

TRUST THE PROCESS - Cadet