Hey UD Still trying to catch up with everyone, say hello and thanks for the comments.
First, let me say, I truly admire all of you guys who have spouses that have already walked away, or are actually separated. It does make me treasure the time I have had with my wife, and make want to work harder to keep us together.
If and when the times comes, and she leaves, or finally has had enough and asks me to, I am not so sure what my reaction will be. I would like to think that I could carry on the process away from her, but I am not so sure.
That could be why I get to the point where I am trying too hard, and focusing way too much on her words and actions....not giving her the space.
...and don't worry...still have not contacted her yet today. She and I have had a couple of normal days, and I still have not been over to my thread and say much, so I will try to update.
Nothing bad, but I believe there are some positives that I see with her. I almost don't even want to talk about them. I feel good, she seems good.....don't want to jinx myself.
For me, right now, it is coming down to just trying as hard as I can to let things go at her pace. I notice just the little bit I have relaxed for a couple of days has had some sort of effect on her.
