(((Chris))) I can relate to not wanting to throw yourself away. You can't let yourself down. You have to be ok for YOU! and I for one think you are doing great.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.