Have A Drink On Me..

[Lissie]

Goodmorning.

It's hard for me to believe in me right now. I wish I had more self confidence,

All of this can take a toll huh? I would be worried if you were NOT feeling this way.

I think, that when this way of thinking waves over us, we may need to take stock, of what we do have and give thanks. Just for a minute even.

I think you have mentioned you have a D. I am sorry I have not read your situation.

Here is a little trick, that works for me, and it is pretty silly really.

When I feel like UGH. I look at my kids while they are sleeping, and I sniff them. I try not to bite them Lord knows It is hard. But I take a long sniff. It is like I suck out their super powers for my self, but what they won't know won't hurt them right? And they always regenerate super powers, just so you know.

I say God give me another day of confidence b/c I have 2 kids to raise.

I know guys and chicks are different but the gist is pretty much the same.

The deal is not letting that toll get a hold of your ballz and anchor you down. (I'm from Jersey the land of the Sopranos)

But if you did not have days like these, how can you see how far you have come?

It is all par for the course lovey. Just be careful during those lonely times. I have heard about some regrets people have made during that time, and I wouldn't want to see that for you.

You are learning every day, and sometimes we have to stop and look around us, and FEEL the hurt the joy, the whatever, to be able go and learn some more.

I wish, I wish, I wish..

I will have again, I will have again, I will have again.

It is what it is..and it sucks.

Thank goodness only for now.