I see you mentally beating yourself up. Stop!!! You are a great guy, with so much to offer a woman. Look, you can even get her blind on moonshine!
When the time is right, the Lord will put the right woman in your path. The sad thing is, either of your W's could have been, but neither one was willing to make things work. Actually, for now, the right woman is in your life, she just really small and her hormones do not rage yet. Enjoy your precious D. You have said you made mistakes raisig your son--make up for it now.
Things always work out, that is God's promise. The thing is, we expect it to work out the way that we want, not the way HE wants.
SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7