IC and i had a good talk. he complimented me on my save on sunday, and the compliment thing. He was really impressed with my realization that i was looking to see her to make myself happy, when that isn't what i need. He also said it was good that i'm looking for ways to make myself happy.......
J3B...you'll be proud to know that whenever i go to the gym, i push myself by saying "that f'er tried to break up my family" whenever i start to struggle. LOL
yesterday's interactions were good. she's got a bacterial infection that's making her lymph nodes swell, so she's in some difficulty. i offered to take the girls, but she's still playing super mom. of course, she just wants to see them... The good thing is that she's slowly but surely opening up to me again. About 2 months ago, she probably wouldn't have said anyhting to me about being sick
patience......is a virtue that i am learning...LOL
ME:32 WAW:31 D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2 Together: 13 M:6 Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08 Sep legally: 6/18/08
"Tommorrow there'll be sunshine, and all this darkness past..." -Bruce Springsteen Land of Hope and Dreams