Anxiously awaiting long term Patience!!

[JWS]

I called her again today, and she answered, we just quickly chatted about aftershocks, my day at work, and the puppy, only last a few mins but it was nice.

things are going well on the friends front, I am getting a little nervous about the weekend, I am going to keep it light and friendly and such. its just the longer we are together the more chance i have of messing things up. I think that i am strong enough that it wont happen but I know that it will be hard for me on the inside, I have been so haunted be good memories lately and visiting with her on a friends level brings that out. my mom suggested that i not let them haunt me but embrace and cherish them, that seems good but it is kind of the opposite of detaching, or can I somehow do both??