the 2 months before my W left was the most affectionate I have seen her in a year and a half, so I know what you mean about him being "so in love with you and so passionate" I took a letter she wrote me that month and hung it up next to my bed. Every night before I prey, i read it to myself. I try to remember that this was the last time she truly expressed her feelings about me. Everything else has been her issues that she is struggling with, but buried down there that is how she feels about me. She ends it with "you have my heart forever and always" well forever a very long time and time is on our side.

Just seeing that everyday helps to keep my PMA up, maybe his letter can do the same for you. I think that as you get better at true giving you will find that acceptance and nurturing are just a natural side effect.

Hope you are having a good day.

Me 27, W26
T-12 M-4
SEP 4/29/08
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250 miles
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