Dear Neil and TD,

I am safely home now. Just got here. Thank you for checking in on me. H and I did not call each other once today. I have not spoken with him since yesterday morning. This is the longest I've ever gone. I need you to know that he did not come home today to feed the dog. He has never done that. His own 180's are more distant than they have ever been. I am trying not to panic, but I'm really frightened.

hugs,
poet