H4H: know the day is coming. The day that I have been fighting against for almost two years. One of us moving out. That day is now here, and I'm so conflicted about it. On one hand, I hate that she has finally taken the steps to do it. I kept telling myself that it wasn't going to happen. It's happening. It's not what I want. I'm going to miss her. Truly.
Get use to the ups and down, one minute I'm happy she is gone and I can move on with my life and the next I'm down, thinking of the better times we had together.
I know its not what you want and its wasn't what I wanted either but we have no choice in the matter. It's not up to us.
I know this doesn't help you, but I do know how you are feeling, be strong H4H
M45 W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
