I cannot stop wondering what her motives are for this. She has been soo selfish during all of this that if she is actually doing this for the kids sake, then she is changing. She may have also reached a point where she is so detached that she is not worried about being with me and it wont effect her feelings. I know she feels bad that the kids have not seen me for a week. I dont know if they were asking her to stay here a day or two or not. So I dont know if she's 'paying' me back for letting the kids stay with her an extra day or two, or if she's thinking ahead towards something. I have been getting mixed messages in her replies and I felt something a little different in talking to her this week. She was willing to go out with me alone, then thought it over for a bit and reconsidered. Then offered this dinner with the kids. I'm pretty uncomfortable with it actually.
So...it still makes me wonder her motives for this.
