Lady is right. I have sent H several emails early on, and almost a year later have never received any response or remarks. Its hard to think about why he didnt respond, which is why I don't send them anymore...
I don't think there will be another, that took alot out of me writing that.. (with the help of a certain friend)
I did want there to be something like "hope we can stay friends" ..ahh too late now
