Memories keep sneaking in....I still miss him!

[Treese]

Hi all.....
well H is supposed to come over to see son tonight so I texted him to see if he could stay with him while I go out to a friends for a "jewelry party"....that was 3 hours ago and i haven't heard back from him yet....really....I bought a new sundress...I want to wear it and go out....I will go to a friends and stay out for a while cause I don't want to stay here with him....
I hope it works out....I kind of can't wait to see his face when I have this dress on....I hope he notices....even if he doesn't I love it.....it's beautiful and I feel great in it.....

Wish me luck......

YR....I was getting nervous not hearing from you...don't leave me...

SF....I will continue to just be me and try to just do my everyday stuff....

I'm a worrier...that's what is making this hard....