i think I am over analyzing because I lacked sleep last night.. after I fired off the email and I knew she was home and would check her email.. I could NOT sleep...
Now all i can think about is " can we give this another chance?" I know it's a big no-no.. and won't do it.. but keep thinking about it.
What about a personalized card saying something like " I meant what I said in the email & I miss you"
