I believe your ramblings would indicate HD. Look at the description with the list. There is NO fantasy at all, NO masturbation at all, NO kissing at all so on and so on. I look at my wife, who is LD to ND. She does not kiss, talk, fantasize (I asked), masturbate any of it. To masturbate even in boredom is a sexual deal. A LD will not do it for any reason!
