I actually do understand tho, not so much now, but at first felt hate to say it like a failure, dont know why, but you cant help your feelings, and when people ask what happend to say ,,,well my ex left me after 18 yrs. ouch!
Now I just say I am divorced and do not offer any reasons behind it, I am sure NO one judges, sadly too many D people in this world.
It will get better I am sure (( Been ))
oh and a mangotini please
Be Happy for this Moment, This Moment is your Life