Mulesqb - Still alive and Kickin'

[mulesqb]

Thanks KJ - You and I are in similar sitches. That's why it really got to me when you were so down last week.

I love spending time with my kids - it's just hard when she fakes it and then leaves and then complains. It's not her - that's how I know she is going through something that is beyond my understanding. It's been a long time now - and I'm just wondering if this even has a possibility of working out. I know I'm hurting because I was actually encouraging her to separate this morning and believe me - that is really the LAST thing that I want. But the current setup is not working so it is time to try something different. I think I'm strong enough to get through it now and I really think it will cause her to hit rock bottom or for me to realize that it is really over.