Hey b, thanks for stopping by. You're right about feeling disinterested because I'm noticing other people and having renewed faith that not ALL men are like H. It's as if H's decision has given me a chance to live my life all over again, to fall in love with someone new, to see what else is out there for me. Honestly, I wish it was H I could do that with. But all the wishing and changing on my part hasn't gotten me very far with H and I need to keep moving.
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Although some on this board disagree, I do notice that the MLCer usually does apologize and/or offer regrets at some point. Most of the time, though, it is too late.
I was one of the ones who disagreed with that. To me, it seems like they just keep on running and somehow erase the past from their memories. (Guess I'm more of a glass-half-empty person.) I'm still waiting for that day when I wake up and think "I can't believe I wasted so much time on H", which I hear about from friends who have gone through bad break-ups (not M's).
peace: It wouldn't surprise me if H isn't thinking D, but it doesn't mean that he's coming back either. I think he's very content to leave things exactly as they are, indefinitely.
Besides having to reply to H's email, I'm still not initiating any contact. Got a call from him, but he was looking for S. We spoke for a bit - he's still being very generous.
