Bring on the Rain - Part 4

[SueS]

ALL6785 - On our forum we have myself, mcojh, loritja0 (haven't seen her post for a while) and we had lightswitch, but I haven't seen him for a while either. Don't worry about checking out my sitch. I understand being busy. I've been moving this past week so I know how it goes. Did I see on Fig's thread that she moved? A different area of MN or within the same area? I just haven't seen enough to know.

Sheila- I know you told me I don't need to say it any more, but I'm going to say it anyway. Thanks.

H got home last night and offered to help move more things to the new place. The things of his that I'm holding for him are going into a hall closet. He offered to be around tomorrow morning to help move the last of the heavy things. He told me that if I didn't want him to be, he wouldn't, but he'd like to help. He also asked me if he could come over on Sunday and drive with D4 and I to the grocery store so he could buy us some groceries. We talked about a few other things. I asked him where he was staying. He doesn't know. He said he might end up going back to IN if he can't find somewhere to go. My heart broke, but I just couldn't get myself to offer my place to him. I just couldn't. I just can't continue to watch his A and our family falling apart.

I received a card from one of my dear friends here at work. It says....."If I could, I'd find a Fairy Godmother with a magical wand and combat boots so that she could grant your wishes and kick the crap outta anything that tried to get in the way of your happiness". She wrote about wanting D4 and I to find happiness in this next period of our lives. She also wrote down her favorite passage. Jeremiah 29:11 - "I know what I am doing. I have it all planned out - plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for." Gee, does anyone think that made me cry??? I did not open that one at my desk.

Well, my family is on their way here. I need to finish some work.

....Sheila, to answer your other question, yes- my bosses do know about my move and about where things are at. They've not been pushy or nosey, but they're easy to talk to and very, very understanding so I've kept them in the loop with where things are, without getting into great detail. They know that this week is especially hard for me.

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