Really upside down #2

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The funny thing is...I never took talking to her for granted when she lived in her apt. Only when she moved into the house. You're dead right, though....I would kill to spend one day with her the way we used to, and sleep in the same bed.

In fact, I don't know if this is considered bad, but she was talking about how her apt. has a much smaller water heater. She loves to take bath/showers where it requires a LOT of hot water, and she said she can't really do that because there isn't enough hot water. I responded and said "well, you are welcome to come here any time and enjoy the hot water :)"

She chuckled.

I also admitted to missing all of the friends that no longer invite me to things because of what is going on.

Doesn't change the fact that I still feel totally fine that she canceled lunch. I still get to see her two days this week and I'm excited for that.

I'm still considering when to ask her to a baseball game. I don't want to overdo it.

Thoughts?