Oldtimers: Return or not..what finally happened?

[Sanderika]

Barb,

YES...YES...YES...OW upsets me.

I always accept the information in whatever form it arrives. To me "knowledge is power".

I know it keeps the wounds raw...I should be dead right now with all my wounds.

I am still standing.....I just wish I knew what the outcome would be.

A friend of mine says "We cannot know the outcome, it is part of our journey on this earth, we don't have the right to manipulate our lives based on the outcome and that which does not kill us makes us stronger".