(((chris)))) it is hard to hear what you have heard but remember they are only words....what actions has he shown you that counter what he says?....there are too many for you to count...so dont take away al the progress from a few words ...
time to go back to your goals and make new ones- the FIRST signs things will be moving in that direction...small goals....it may be the same ones you had before but make them again....
and remember that which you focus on expands...so be careful with asking if this really is worth it and how many D's actually get busted...there are enough for you to have hope.
of course you have the right to be sad and fearful, but it only gets us so far... i know how hard this is and how sucky this is....remember to do things for yourself so no matter what you are stronger and more confident...
i just reread DR for the n'th time on my trip...the chapters on putting it all together and i think the last few really helped me get clear that this is worth it and not to give up hope....tomorrow is a new day!
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