Confused and Bewildered

[7 Year Itch]

Anyone else wonder if we are just fooling ourselves. I mean really. I wish we really knew how many of these divorces are busted. I'm starting to have less and less faith that mine will be. I'm still here, still trying. But what if I'm just prolonging the inevitable pain. Prolonging this horrid limbo for my girls. My H is a good man. I think he's being honest with me. I wish he was NOT telling me things to protect me, but after talking yesterday, I'm starting to really doubt he will ever love me again, and it's scaring me to death.

How can I love someone so much, and yet he feels NOTHING for me? And yet we laugh, are intimate, respect each other, coparent beautifully. I don't understand letting that all go?

I'm starting to wonder when you know it's time to give up?

Chris