I have read your posting on here and some of the other posts you have made. It is kinda of different to find a "kindred" spirit.
I also believe that in time this path will show why I had to walk it. Yes, life is a great gift and should be enjoyed. Some how I have been unable to truly enjoy the life I was given. Fear emotional detachment whatever label you want to put on it. Does not really matter, a new life is beginning.
My IC gave me some of the same thoughts as your uncle. She said that you may slip back some, but would move forward. Also said W would probably come back someday, but it will be to late. That I hope never happens.
Somehow I think if I told you all my history on this that you would have been in the same emotional states. I can see why the most painful exp was what it took to find out the lessons that you have learned.
Take care of yourself.
Last edited by yenko69; 07/30/0803:25 AM.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
