When I was were you are, I called my uncle who had lost my aunt about 6 months earlier. He told me that both my ex and me would be better people in 5 years. While it seemed so far off, it was a very soothing thing to hear him say. Even though you are on this rough path, some day it will become clear why you had to walk it. Life is a great gift. It took the most painful experience in my life to find this out.
