Hon, remember that WASs leave for many more of their own reasons that what we do or don't do. You've been at this a long time, you've learned, grown, and changed. You have a solid idea of what you want and how to ask for and meet others' needs. Don't start off with such a negative self-image!
Its ok to be nervous, but he sounds like someone that you can TALK to about those feelings--just keep talking.
