Wifey I used to have anxiety attacks on my way home from work. Didn't know what was gonna happen or what mood the wife would be in. This is when I was so scared to lose her. Now I feel alot of indifference. Although not living at home has helped alot with the detachment.
Gave me time to put alot of things into perspective.
Have a good time fishing.
Tomorrow I pick up the kids in the morning and I'm going to take them out to breakfast. Then probably head over to the park. This will give my wife a chance to catch up with some things she needs to do and she has a IC session at 11am. I feel ok right now. Kind of neutral I guess.
I just keep on working on detach, detach, detach. I'll update tomorrow.
Ken
Last edited by ken; 07/30/0802:17 AM.
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