thats what i mean. it's how you come out of it that matters the most. i'm still searching for what makes me happy, and Smartcookie said it would be ok if i sent a note to my W apologizing for not being the husband she needed and that i would spend the rest of my life making it up to her if she gave me the chance.....i gotta think on it some more.

i keep going back to that day when i told her that i dind't want to date anyone else except for her...things have improved in my sitch pretty drastically since then..... i wonder....

man, my fingers are killing me! first guitar lesson tonite..cripes


ME:32 WAW:31
D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2
Together: 13 M:6
Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08
Sep legally: 6/18/08

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-Bruce Springsteen Land of Hope and Dreams