Originally Posted By: SueS

It just broke my heart that D4 realizes that there's something wrong and it has to do with mommy & daddy's love for each other. She sang a song to me last night too and it had that kind of a theme. Now, I know she picks up on song lyrics quick, but this was just odd.

I just hope when H does hit bottom that he has the strength to get back up again. He told me years ago when we were going through the last affair that he'd thought about killing himself. He told me that he was going to move to CA with his cousin and that the next thing I'd hear about him would be that he had snorted too much stuff and OD'd. He hasn't talked like that at all this time, but if things go further in the wrong direction, anything is possible.
SueS


I think you did great with D4 listening and telling her that you still love her daddy. She isn't old enough to understand everything, but kids understand love. It's going to comfort her to know that you still care about her father. Knowing that you being her loving mommy is going to be her strength. She knows you too and you've taught her how to be compassionate and caring. So, she sings a song to love you in a special way right now. This is the little darling that YOU have been raising.. of course she's an incredible little person! Expressing herself and sticking by your side.. sounds like Sue's daughter to me \:\)

It breaks my heart that you're so worried about our H... that's a scary feeling seeing someone lose everything and worrying about what they'll do because they aren't strong. I don't know your H, but I know you'll keep an eye on him as much as you can. He keeps in touch with his family, right? Planning a move to be near them is a good sign he's making some kind of plan to have a life. Not the best thing for D4 though \:\( Take care of yourself and D4..and take one day at a time. Do you bosses know that you're in the process of moving? I'm sure they understand the kind of stress and pressure you're under.. please don't beat yourself up if you're a little moody. You're wonderful, but not super-human!

Huggggggs!!

Sheila