so he just emailed me about the house...and made a few jokes in between about him, me, the dog, etc...it really feels like he is being sweet but took a step back ....said hope you are doing ok...but he did work graves last night so he is exhausted...i know he is...i just want him back...pooooop!
i replied and answered some of his questions and was sweet...at the end i also said it would be nice to see you soon maybe a hike/ meal of food (our joke)/ ?
so we shall see....i really can feel the impatience on my skin. its itchy and i hate it.
Pisces M 31 H 32 M 7 yrs S 5/10 Beginning Contact! Vibes Hot Tub Cheese
Hi you need to see how much progress has happened. Especially since I've been out of the loop for several weeks and now I hear the update, to me it's a HUGE improvement!
thanks Tink- i know- it is HUGE progress..im just getting bitten by the impatient bug right now... time to GAL! i really appreciate you pointing that out to me...
Pisces M 31 H 32 M 7 yrs S 5/10 Beginning Contact! Vibes Hot Tub Cheese
Wow I am so sorry it took me this long to find your new thread, I have been wondering how NY was and why you had not posted I did not even notice the little locked icon, I hate that.
I just wanted you to know that I understand the hard feelings you were having and that I was having them too. It is kind of funny and kind of strange but if you read several post here we all seem to have up and down days at the same time. Kind of nice to know others are right there with you. What I would not give for a fast forward button some days. If love is the greatest gift that God has given us then patience must be the greatest tool he gives us, although we seem to have a hard time accepting that we already have that one.
I am glad you are home with your dog, and in a position to get to talk to him again, keep up the DBing, even though its hard you are doing really well.
Me 27, W26 T-12 M-4 SEP 4/29/08 Holding 250 miles Awaiting Support Current
ok i just realized i am so pissy at everything so i need to DB in all areas of my life right now..i am reacting to a lot with my job. taking everything personally.
i have written a few emails to ay and deleted them bc i was just going to say how rude everyone was.
yes- they may be rude..but i am touchy and bent out of shape.
so i need to just hide for the night. at least i realized it. and stopped being an a$$.
UGH!
Pisces M 31 H 32 M 7 yrs S 5/10 Beginning Contact! Vibes Hot Tub Cheese
we all have our moments its better that you realize them before sending a bad email rather then after. nothing wrong with hiding for a night or two. sounds like a good night for a movie
Me 27, W26 T-12 M-4 SEP 4/29/08 Holding 250 miles Awaiting Support Current
Oh yes, the longing for the fast forward button. That OR a rewind would be so nice. LOL
Hang in there. Your progress is amazing. You have a lot of people watching your thread and you are giving us hope. Keep up your awesome DBing, it's paying off!
Chris
__________ Me:39 H:39 D:8 D:4 M:9 (T 13) Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08, Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09 Still doing GREAT a year later!!!
maybe a hike/ meal of food (our joke)/ ?