I do get your question and I don't think it makes me miserable. I would accept and just keep doing what I am right now. Living. Doing what I want, what I like whith whom I want and especially just being a mom to my kids ! Hopefully one day, I would also like to work, whether it is charity work or proper work, I'll see, and I like that I still have time with the kids whilst they are little and therefore time to think about what I would like to do. Life is still full of possibilities. I do not believe that stops if H stays away. I am a positive person, who tries to learn from what happens in life. This too has taught me.
And actually...your question has inspired me.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
