Thanks kat and H4H, I'll be fine, I've been basically taking care of the kids everynight and weekend since December already W did help out some but not much.
I do have my nights out, softball, and there is a happy hour comming up in August that I'll be going to.
I'm tired but who isn't - Once D is final and kids are in school, I'll ask W to take the kids every other Friday night and drop them off Saturday afternoon. I'll eventually get into a set schedule that will give me some time to myself.
I'm not angry with the anyone or anything but my stbx W, I'm friendly to people I meet, I talked to several people at the pool Sunday. I'm friendly at work, I hardly ever yell at the kids, becasue kids will be kids.
I'm thinking long term: I need to get my house in order this year, get all my finances in order, get the house repairs done, get the kids into school and on a set schedule, get D finalized, prepare for party on Halloween and Christmas Eve at my house and be done with 2008. What do sports team say "It's a rebuilding year"
In 2009 I'll begin to build on my GAL stuff and get out more. I'm really looking forward to 2009.
M45 W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
