Well I'm still feeling ridiculously lonely and pessimistic. I just have it in my head that things aren't going to work out. It's as if I just have a gut feeling about the next few months when we'll be apart. I can already see the point where I come back, and he can't cope with it...
Anyway, I guess right now I'm torn between trying to be optimistic, and thinking I should prepare for the worst. I believe that in another week's time, I might be better. I just need to have some idea of when I can leave for work--this is still being decided this week. Once I have firm plans of my own, I may feel more secure. Right now in my corporate housing I feel like a nomad...
I hope you are doing well. At some point I hope to be strong enough to start posting on other people's threads. Once I get some insight of my own that is!
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
